Joan of Arc.. Great woman in her time, a fighter, a messenger, but yet a woman. Woman are made beautiful in everyway. Even in battle. Not only in real life, but also in their life.

I went out with Jedi today, visiting Dimas at the hospital. He kept on asking bout 'Judges' (yup! the new character in this blog..) i cant understand his attitude.. did he really care bout my life, and who i'm close to now? or he just fooling me around. he said he didnt care much, so i think i'll take it plain.

Dimas got sick since he sent me the list.. yaiks!! it gives an impression that the list made him ill.. [nggak yah? hehe].

Jedi talked about his probs lately. I feel so useless. I cant help him a bit.. I cant even soothe his pain. I just wish i can take all his pain away, and show him, that there r things in life that u can actually master. I just wanna be the one who can show him that there's always sunshine after the rain. i guess, i dont get that chance anymore. He seems like closing every door to it.

Joan Of Arc, starring Mila Jovovich.. great woman of war!! Hail mom!!